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Friday, November 4th, 2005If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands! (clap clap clap) 2x
If you’re happy and you know it and you really want to show it
If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands! (clap clap clap)
(enter thunderous clapping from my two little hands)
I could go on and finish this song but it’s too long! Wahehe! I feel giddy these past few days. =) I smile so easily and I’m so hyper. Wahahaha! hay hay haay… Looorrdd!!! I wish… hmmm… basta! Ikaw na bahala!
It feels great to finally tell someone something that you have been keeping for so long. Especially when you thought you will never have the chance to say it or even have the guts to do so. I’m glad that I had that chance and that the guts was there when it was needed. =)
So… what happens now? I really don’t know. And I’m cool with that. I actually try not to think about it too much. Yes, me, the ever paranoid Michico who can’t stop thinking about and disecting every little part of every little thing and sometimes making things appear worse than they are and therefore ending up making it actually worse than it should have been or even ruining what should have been good in the first place and sometimes making things what they are not therefore ending up disappointed and at the losing end, *catches breath* trying not to think too much of something that I would normally obsess about and veering away from complicating things by thinking in fast forward. Believe it or not, I REALLY AM TRYING! wahehe! I just don’t want to ruin whatever it is that I have right now. Actually, it’s not all smiles and rejoicing. It is also very sad. It’s sad because it’s difficult when the mind does not agree with the heart. But I don’t want to dwell on that. I’d rather look on the sunnier side of things. =) I was so happy the other day and yesterday too, that even though today is just, well, not as happy, since I’m still savoring my happiness from the first two days, what should have been a not so happy day ended up being not so not so happy anymore. Wait, did that come out as confusing as I think it did? Howel, who bothers to read this anyway! wahaha! (Ok, fine! except maybe for my ever loyal avid reader, my ajuju, and sometimes my *hushed voice* favorite batchmate *back to normal voice* pauline and, of course, Villazor and sometimes, if she’s up to it, Issy, and maybe, although I don’t know if he still does up to know or if I even want him to read this particular entry, Johann, I couldn’t think of anyone else.) Anyway, goodness, I’ve just noticed that I’ve used the word ‘happy’ so many times already in this entry! Wait! I’m going to count it. That’s seven times! And if I won’t be too strict and include ‘happiness’, obviously I’d have to put it at eight. But if I will be further lenient and include ‘glad’ which means the same thing as happy, then I would have to put it at nine. But ever since I started counting I’ve used the word and words pertaining to the word a couple of times so if I count it again. I would finally have to put it at twelve. I’ve used the word twelve times! Wahaha! I’m not making any sense anymore! Waaahhh!!! Ok, I’m going to stop now. =P
Haaayyy… Sana… Bakit kaya… Baka naman… Waaaahhh!!! Naku! Ayan na! I’m starting to think too much of it again! Arrgghh! No! I won’t do this! I won’t magnify little things and think of the worse scenarios! I’m happy! And I know it! So I will just clap my hands! (CLAP, CLAP, CLAP) At least, for now. =)
Grabe! ang baliw baliw ko sa entry na to! takte! wahahaha! I’m Crrraaazzzyyy!
A la Jong and Mich in hyper mode:
"Are you crazy?!?!?! Are you like out of your mind?!?! Jeeezz!!! You’re insane!
You’re going cuckoo over there! You’re going cuckoo on me! Jeezz!"
Wahahahah! Potah! Si jong lang makakaintindi nito! Wahaha! And maybe juju when I tell him all about it or when he figures out that we have him to thank for all these "you’re crazy" outbursts! =P
I just checked my phone. It’s a few minutes before 12 am, it’s almost tomorrow but, technically, it’s still today. And it’s official. Today is no longer a complicated and confusing "should have been a not so happy day that ended up to be a not so not so happy day"! It is just simply, a happy day. =D
(thunderous clapping from my two little hands) =)
