nakakalungkot naman… =(
I have a major psychology paper that I should have been merely polishing by now. Plus I also have to come up with a two-week diary for the same subject. But being the procrastinator that I am, I haven’t started with it and will then be cramming again until the wee hours later. Instead of doing my academic obligations, I went out last night (but this is excusable since it’s Papa’s birthday) went home at around 1am… talked to my father until 2am… watched 2 DVDs… slept at 6 am… woke up at 11:30am… bummed around… ate… installed some programs in my computer (It has just been reformatted and I’m back to scratch. I regret not taking care of my installers. I’m missing most of them now and I have to either buy or look for good people who will lend me theirs. I really hope Jong finds my Encarta cds.) … napped … ate again (Kim made this super fattening snack of white bread with nestle cream, sugar and condensed milk spread)… and now, instead of starting with my paper, I’m here, friendstering and blogging. Hay nako! Michico talaga!
Yan tuloy! Kakafriendster, nadelay na nga lalo pag gawa ko ng paper, nalungkot pa ko sa buhay ko! Ang kulit kasi eh! Di na lang gawin ang mga dapat gawin! Kung anu-ano tuloy nakikita! Hay… they look happy… buti pa sila… sana ako na din… sobrang gusto ko na… Anu ba yan!!! ang tagal tagal na nito!!! bakit ganun pa rin ang effect?! bakit ba can’t get over ako?!?! pucha! naiinis na ko sa sarili ko! Sana magpalit na lang siya ng name para di ko na makita account niya ever! Or sana idelete na lang niya at wag na sha magfriendster para wala na akong kahit na anong malaman about sa kaniya! Kasi naman, Michico pinahihirapan mo pa sarili mo! Bakit mo pa iwi-wish na magpalit sha ng name or na idelete niya account niya?! E di wag mo na kasi shang icheck!!! para ka ring ewan eh! Ikaw lang naman nagpapahirap sa sarili mo eh! hay hay hay…
WAAAHHH!!! I’m crazy!!! kinakausap ko na naman sarili ko! I am so pathetic. Uugghh…
Tama na nga! Gagawin ko na talaga paper ko! hay…
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(Formal/solemn voice)This entry is for my avid reader, my (shift to pa-cute voice) ajujujuju. (Shift back to formal/solemn voice) For always checking, with unwavering hope, if I have already updated my blog even though I have failed him for months already. For always being by my side and urging me to continue writing. This is for you… Thank you for everything… *Tears*
Wahahahaha! I bet natatawa ka ngayon habang binabasa mo to, Ju! O kaya permasmile na naman yan! Bida ka na naman dito! wahehe! Ice breaker lang! Ang tagal tagal ko di nag-update tapos ang depressing pa ng entry ko! ekek ko lang yan! nagdwell lang ako for a while sa nafeel ko when I saw what I should have never bothered to look at in the first place. Sabi nga ni Villazor, pillows lang to! Or for more kasosyalan a la Issy style! Starbucks eclair/Bizu lang to! Wahehehe! =P
